Shy.. 3

I’m curious.. So curious.. I look at some girls and I can’t help, but notice their breasts.. It can be really embarrassing.. I still look at guys, but, I feel like I notice more about girls..  I want to experiment with a girl.. No chance of pregnancy. Plus side. Chance of my parents hating me.. Negative side..  I’ve read some of the posts.. I get so horny it’s embarrassing. I want to read more posts and get some feedback and advice. I masturbate a lot and I sort of feel like it’s wrong.. Is it? I want to make myself feel good since I don’t have anyone to help..  Occasionally, I feel like I’m not doing something right. I don’t orgasm. I cum a bit, but that’s it. :/ Any ideas on how to fix it?

3 thoughts on “Shy..

  1. Reply lynnzie Aug 12,2011 7:58 pm

    I soo agree. I like guys, but girls are just mmm lol when I was younger I messed around with some girls. But I’d loooove to have another realllly good friend 😉 so anyways…make sure your touching/rubbin your clit cause that’s the pleasure spot. I wish I could help you out lol

  2. Reply qtkristen Aug 14,2011 10:31 am

    i feel the exact same way. i look at girls all the time. i get very physically aroused when i see a pretty girl even just walking by. i feel like its obvious sometimes because its so uncomfortable. ive never been with a girl before but ive been fantasizing about it since i was like 12. i had my first orgasm thinking about a girl. i hate having to masterbate so much too. i completely understand. i dont have any other way to get any release, i dont know what else to do. im too scared to tell anyone how i feel. i have to masterbate myself several times a day and i usually end up crying after because i finally get some release but also because im so lonely. after i come i just feel so alone and so pathetic. i cant help it though, i cant stop, if i dont masterbate it’s unbearable, when i get aroused it aches so badly i feel like im going to explode. ive tried to go a day without masterbating and i couldnt. i ended up hysterically crying and humping a pillow out of desperation, i accidentely came in my pants. i couldnt imagine not orgasming when i masterbate, every time i have to touch myself i cant stop until i get release. im so embarrassed even talking about this but i just had to respond to your post. i want to be with a girl so bad it like hurts.

  3. Reply confusedandcurious Aug 20,2011 8:16 pm

    Thanks for commenting. Your input is important to me.

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