Hot Role playing 4

So I have done some touching since I was like 13.  But it was always for a minute and then I was done. I like to role play and I always get kind of hot when they are having sex. It doesn’t matter if I play male or female.  The first time I did it while role playing I first noticed I was getting wet, and it was the first time it occurred to me why. I was turned on. So I touched myself slipped my finger in, moved it around a bit, then rubbed my lips. But that was it. The second time I thrust my finger a bit. The third time I was really turned on, but not wet. It drove me nuts, I was feeling really hot, and almost achy, but I was to dry to slip my finger in. So looking for a solution I found this place.  I have read through lots of posts, and read some of the stories. Yesterday I discovered I love having my clit rubbed as do most people on here. I was rubbing and suddenly I was gasping for breath, I stopped after a bit. I managed to do this again. But now nothing. This is the only thing that seems to turn me on. How can I get that sensation again? It felt soooooo good, but no luck, it makes me nice and wet, but that’s about it. Putting a finger in doesn’t really do anything for me either and it only works when I am laying in bed with my legs up…It’s so annoying not being able to get that sensation again. I have gotten close, but it’s still so far…