Awakening 4

I’ve been so horny lately and decided instead of ignoring it I’d indulge myself and that’s how I found this site.  I’m a single Bi-Curious BBW that is new to self exploration;)  Lately I’ve been fantasizing about girls more and more.  I’ve also been masturbating frequently which I’ve never done before.  I’ve discovered, and consequently been watching, lots of amateur masturbation videos online and some amateur lesbian porn and it really turns me on in a big way!  But reading your posts and letting my imagination run wild gets me really hot.  So I’m going to tell you about how I masturbated last night and welcome your feedback 🙂

After a relaxing shower and applying body lotion to make my skin nice and smooth I lit my room by candlelight and put on some sexy music, real edgy with a baseline to get those hips grinding.  I knelt doggy style on the bed and started to stroke my 38FF breasts slowly and firmly.  I moved between this and caressing my inner thighs whilst thinking about all the posts on here and what you naughty girls get up to.  My bedspread has ridges sewn across as detail and I started to glide my nipples over them as I gyrated back and forth.  What would you want to do to me ? I thought.  I could feel my nipples begin to tingle and harden so I moved faster to increase the friction whilst moving my hand down in between my legs to where my moist cunt waited in anticipation.  Oh it was so wet and I had hardly begun!  My fingers slithered over my smooth wet labia, circling my swelling clitoris and sliding down towards my vagina, so warm and soaked it made me smile.  This felt good.

I imagined my celebrity guy crush sliding beneath me and raising his tongue to meet my moist folds, pulling my body down so he could apply pressure, then swirling his tongue over my clitoris again and again whilst I moaned in satisfaction so he had to grip his cock and rub hard he was so aroused.  He reaches up to squeeze and flick my nipples, so erect at my pleasure, whilst eating me firmly but slowly and almost gently.  It’s such a tease.

Then I allow myself to think of different partner – my girl crush, my real ‘I wanna know what it would feel like to fuck you’ girl crush – a gay woman at work.  She isn’t gentle – she’s hungry for me! and she licks furiously like she’s discovered her favorite tasting lollipop but is only allowed it for a few minutes and needs to make the most of it.  She licks and licks and licks!, sucks my clit and nibbles my labia till I am dripping and my moans are almost screams of delight.  I am hot and throbbing and so, sooooo wet as she thrusts her fingers into me and presses against my G spot again and again.  I grasp my breasts and nuzzle my face into the pillow with sheer joy.  I can tell it won’t be long till I cum.

Back in the real world I allow myself a new experience, whilst still imagining her doing all the touching, I stroke down my perenium to my anus and cautiously allow my fingers to enter for the first time.  I’d only ever let a cock rub around it before.  It didn’t particulary excite me at first, still I continued slowly moving my fingers in and out, in and out, getting used to this new sensation.  I placed my other hand back on my labia and started firmly pressing and circling my clitoris, now drenched with my cum and OMG! a wave of pure pleasure exploded inside of me from both of my hands, my anus was suddenly awakened and I could barely keep touching my cunt such was the intensity of my enjoyment.  Within a matter of seconds I had to bite down on the pillow with the strength of my orgasm, my vagina pulsating madly as I sank onto the sheets groaning in ecstacy.  Oh YES!  I wish it had all been real.  How would you touch me given the opportunity?  My cunt is wet and waiting…